I repeat it again dont worry, you will be a great man one day. He Billie me every day calling me ugly and telling me how stupid I am. Kuudere is different from tsundere because tsundere are not emotionless and express their feelings in a more loud,anger-like way. It was never about me. It seems you cant win when you try to prevent these feelings. fearing they will laugh at me or just make me “small” again. Specially one girl who was a bitch. It’s hard to avoid comparing yourself to others. My only strengths seem to be my mind and my heart. But only if you let it. Of course, self-compassion doesn’t happen overnight. Like I’m alsays around my friends, and I never have hurt anyone.. Like… it’s not like I want to hate myself at thos stage I can’t stop. But it’s like no one understands, and I really don’t know what to do. What is the point of trying when there is so many more people better then you. They will only drag you down. Introduction On Myself Essay(100 words): During an interview you may be asked to describe yourself or introduce yourself, you may also need to write autobiographies about yourself, cover letters, or other forms of personal essays which may be difficult if you don’t know the “How-to” of writing essays. So don ‘t let them fool you when they talk about your inner voice. I often feel alone, and I know how easy it is to let negativity influence our own day to day walk. Question. Love with as much of yourself as possible. I just want to isolate myself from other people because I hate having to hear criticism and I don’t want to have to say anything rude or mean back. I can see that when you wrote your comment here that things weren’t going too well, or at least you were feeling a lot of negativity. I’ve struggled for years with substance use disorder, and it always comes back to the fact that I drink to calm myself. Thinking back to those days, I would’ve beat myself up if I were another student. Not in the slightest!! He’s told all his friends that I like touching guys, and I Jack off in my room everyday( which I don’t)…. and everyone who can is still ignoring me, or laughing at me, or shoving me. The book describes the four steps of differentiation, starting with breaking with the destructive thoughts and attitudes you’ve internalized toward yourself. My mom and dad loves us both, my mom especially would always treat both me and my sister equal, but my dad.. even if he tries to, I can see that he likes my sister more. If you’re battling a severe bout of self-hatred, it can be helpful to sit with that feeling and try to identify where it came from. It would be a waste to throw it away so I kept the box from the room and I gathered up some money and used that instead. We’ve all been there… Questioning your actions, feeling angry, sad, depressed about things you could have done differently. I am so mad all of the time because I feel that I will always be stuck at my husbands parents house. Constantly told, I am a Girl… therefore… this and this… no desk to study on… brother ok definitely had one… no quiet in the home when exam time was happening.. “Why do you need to go to university?! They even sell smoke to each other. Rationally I know that my self worth should not be measured by other people’s opinions or perceptions of me and yet I can’t shake the feeling that if someone doesn’t like me then there must be a problem with me. When I get a new accessory, my other friend will go out and buy something 10x better and then say she’s poor. Because i felt pleasure. i hope there will be a light at the end of the tunnel for you soon, Your email address will not be published. I stay because I know it is a mental condition and pray that he will get help one day with this. These people that focus on putting others down will get nowhere in life, and secretly they know it. Like you said, from a logical standpoint there is no reason to let things that happened 30+ years ago impact my life now, but those negative experiences are deeply ingrained. I feel better reading and relating to others in these comments but to you Unlucky1, the MCAT does not have a limit right. Nothing was done to improve the others’ behaviour until the abuse got aggressive (I got spit on and gum thrown in my hair) and I broke down, crying, in the middle of a class. A paragraph may consist of a single sentence or of many sentences. But at work they are understaffed and they expect you to do a full days work for 2 people in a half of a day and wonder why things don’t get done. I don’t want my girl to hate herself like I do. Any inspiring thoughts? why cant i quit..i know in my heart if i quit i would go insane..i am going insane now because i cant escape my reality..my mind races constantly and thinking clearly is a thing of the past to me..normalcy is a myth and feeling happy is a faded memory! I forgive myself for not being perfect. The sanctions then enforced were too little, too late, as this was the last year of junior high school, and the assets needed to rebuild confidence and trust in me weren’t available. i want to die. Example: Yes.. you felt the feelings that arose from the hurtful words from your abusive father. I don’t really know what to say other than I am a 13 year old bisexual girl and i get bullied. But no one supports me. find profissional help to treat your problems or at least to teach you how to live with them. Anyways, years passed. I was the best one in the primary school, the best one in the secondary school, so and so at the high school (where I crashed my psyche on cannabis) and an average one in the uni. Best Paragraphs For Her. Every night, I fall asleep to dreams that you are next to me. I hated me so why wouldn’t they. I, ALONE carried broken feelings for more than 15 years!! the same thing is happening to me due to the thinking of where will I be in the next 5 years I screw up or bore people. I was quiet and always did things on the sidelines away from them and I didn’t realize I was separating myself from them. We can loathe ourselves everyday just make any 1 dream come true… If your husband thinks you are sexy, he might be telling a bit truth. When my two selves debate, the inner critic is a louder voice because now I figure it echoes the many opinions that were inflicted on me in the past. We had those 60 chocolate chocolate boxes and I only sold 30 when the deadline was due. The easiest solution was to lock new people out. Today I had a memory how 7 years ago when my grandparents died I didn’t even went to the funeral because of some stupid excuse. Do anything to make whatever dream happen, Do what you want to do dont go another 10 years with this man not doing what you want to do cause all thats going to happen is that you will end up hating him for holding you back feom your dreams. It s people like us, the freaks, geeks, and weirdos that will run this country, and have done so before. I mean you see it everywhere. I read daily, always carrying some book in my hand. But I have mixed feelings on this subject. Granted. Well, my hands are smaller. A life without any aim is a waste life. I’ve become an introvert. i wish i could just love myself and not take in what they say. Example, I went to a government housing help center to find affordable housing. You will be so successful, I am sure because you care about your succeed. I’ve already gone to the psychologist several times, but it was useless. Or someone who has nighttime sessions. Objectively, I know these thoughts are self-destructive, and that the world is beautiful as well as ugly, and that life is what you make of it. Before you know it, just looking at yourself in the mirror can trigger thoughts of self-hatred and frustration. My Family: Short Paragraph (100 Words) for Class 2, 3, 4 Everyone has a family and I have also. Stress due to a garbage life. It’s never going to be better. 6 days ago I got my driver’s license and my dad yelled threw a phone at me, disowned me, told me I am his biggest mistake of his entire life. © 2005-2020 Healthline Media a Red Ventures Company. I never go out my friend says he feels sorry for me because I’m always in my house. Lv 5. You’ve been through so, so much, and now with your daughter, too… You are so brave for facing the cruelty of this world and still having the strength to love! So, try to love yourself and forgive yourself before you will lose 15 years like me. I wish I wouldn’t have to talk to her. The first step to addressing any problem is understanding its root. In this sense hate is typically a meta-emotion: an emotion about an emotion. But because of this experience, and many others that are similar, I “know” because of the behavior of the other students towards me that I must be a terrible person… After all, they wouldn’t have treated me that way if it wasn’t true and when they were doing it it was based on their honest feelings and opinions – we were all too young to have any kind of guile or motive behind our behaviors. I have failed again, not just myself, but all of my family and friends who have supported me. It probably started when I did badly on my midterm.. it was the first midterm I did which received such a bad grade.. I’m usually a straight A student and.. yet, some of people adore me for how i act. Don’t give up. Don’t know what to say to comfort you for I not know how to comfort myself… My prayers are with you❤. I still have a very positive relationship with my parents. I also feel like I don’t have anything to offer to anyone or even if I do, I’ll just be rejected. Hi m a 23 year old girl living in a conservative country. The worst part for me though was that in the end I didn’t feel like I fit in. I also found new friends who I enjoy talking with, who make me laugh until I cry. I also have family problems. But it doesn't mean you cannot overcome it, there are several ways to do so. Don’t know why I went on a rant in a website’s comment section, but I feel better now. i was able to make a change and socialize when i changed my school because i was more comfortable around people who didn’t know me personally.but still i was not ready to participate in any competition probably because my nasty ridiculous ego . She sent me to other homes to work on the weekend nights so I never was able to see my family much. 2. I wish I could even read it right now but I honestly can’t even work up the focus to do more than just this. I was going to college. Dad, mil and boss are all very demanding and just feel trapped and out of ideas to make life better. It’s easy to say- think positive and be strong within, but when you are fighting this kind of anxiety everyday and negative thoughts about yourself, its almost impossible. I’m exactly the kind of person I’d want to be mates with and I think a lot of people would feel the same way. My dad forced me to do this I didn’t want to. Please stop it she already feels terrible about it thats pouring salt on her wounds because i feel the same. I wrote a poem called “Small Woman.” Please do read it…it expresses a lot of reflection I’ve done on this issue. I’m not particularly talented at anything. I just wasn’t to live my life without having to feel the need to please everyone. The writer has no idea what topic the random paragraph will be about when itappears. Great article. I’m going to encourage myself and love myself. Besides all women thinking that I am a hideous troll, (actually have been told that multiple times) no woman wants anything to do with a poor man. I have a really bad case of acne and my mom doesn’t care what happens to me. I do not want to exist. “I hate myself” is a sadly common critical inner voice that people of all ages struggle with. And he doesn’t care his children, us .That makes me want care from other people. I moved away from my family when I was 17 and ever since it’s been a constant struggle. I still don’t get where this comes from. I saw them as something to make my family happy and not me. I’ve always had trouble with myself. You’re not the stubborn one. I want to be the parent I wish I had. If you had a bossy or demanding father, for example, you should try to challenge ways that you yourself are controlling in your life.